Sunday, March 3, 2013
I give up
I got up at 7am and went down to open my kiln from firing yesterday. I knew it was either going to be really good or really bad, and based on past experience with this kiln I expected the worst.... and I got it.
I sat down and cried for a minute, then took a deep breath and kept myself from throwing things and smashing things. Then I came in from the cold.
I have two spring shows, I was hoping to have some bowls, but I won't. I will have some pendants and some barns. I want warm weather, I want clarity, I want direction. I have none of that right now. So I am going to weave and think about what I am doing.
and wait for Mercury retrograde to settle down.